Sneaky ... but not without nerves

Obsessing over: Being the best me that I can be. I know that sounds sort of vague so are you ready for a little more insight in to the crazy?
So it was Valentines Day on Tuesday – great. Its lovely seeing the flowers that come in to the office and the things people do for their kids and their friends, I like the sentimental day.
K stayed Monday night and we had a bit of time in the morning (and he gave me a lovely card) before he took off. I wasn’t satisfied … not in a present sense … but I wanted to do something for him too. I left work, grabbed some things and headed down to see him as a surprise. The whole way (90mins) I was flip flopping wondering if I was doing the right thing, was it too much, would it be welcomed, before I finally smacked myself and told myself to stop it. I am good enough. He likes me. He makes me want to be a better person so I just needed to focus on that!

Working on: Understanding my new job. Our entire Technology department flipped the way that we do things on its head back in September last year. As a result, I have a new job that’s quite different from what I have done before – its hard!! I’m being challenged constantly and I want to ensure that I do the best that I can.

Anticipating: Diving this weekend!!!!!!!!!!! There are not enough exclamation marks in the world to express the anticipation!!

Wishing: That I hadn’t read so much negativity already this week. Come on people, we can make a choice to be happy as fast as we make the choice to have a bit of a rant and scathingly declare some things (that might be important to someone else) to be a crock of shit. Let’s just chill out, have a coke and a smile!

Blow me down with a Feather / Photograph by Tara Sutherland

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